I remember always getting you that Daddy and daughter Birthday card, the ones where I cried reading it picking it out and you crying it opening and reading it. God to just have that single moment one more time.
How I struggle with my grief this time of year, how I once again feel like I'm caught in a circle of grief where I can't break through. I cry at the little things and the big things too. How does one escape this circle of grief but I guess you never do it just sometimes is easy and other times it's harder.
Anyway today I cried for you, today I smiled remembering you and your birthdays we celebrated today I realized my love for you still grows each day. I hope you felt the love for Earth.
